Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Stressed
Ugh. SO stressed out. Since becoming a SAHM after Andrew was born, we (obviously) had to let our insurance go. When it ran out in October of this year, we got new health insurance, but nothing that covers maternity. Apparently you can't get maternity insurance on individual plans in Georgia. This sucks. We are, therefore, having a heck of a time finding a doctor that will accept me as a patient. I am so stressed I can't stand it. I'm probably just going to have to go back to work. I hate that. Hate, hate, hate that. I'm incredibly hormonal and crying all the time. Chris hates that and gets so mad when I cry, which of course makes me cry even more. I had to go off the Celexa for PPD because I was told its not good for pregnancy. That's making everything worse, I think...Anyway, life just sucks right now. I hate that I can't get happy about this pregnancy. It is the worst possible timing ever. I don't know what I'm going to do.