Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Deep thoughts
I've been MIA from the bloggling world for almost two months. I don't think anyone checks this blog anymore, but just in case...things are fine! I'm 33 weeks pregnant today and Hannah is super-active and making me very uncomfortable. I'm wondering if she has turned head-down or if she is still breech...The way she has been moving lately makes me think maybe she's assumed the position and is ready to go. Only 5 more weeks until the point when I delivered Andrew...7 more weeks til the due date...I've been dealing with a lot of fear lately...a lot of "what ifs" running through my mind and its made me retreat. Most people don't want to hear about the bad stuff that can happen, so I pretend to be blissfully pregnant with not a worry in the world.
I'm having lots of Bra.xton Hi.cks and chasing a VERY active 2-yr old is getting harder and harder. Chris is exhausted and so am I. Neither one of us has slept through the night in over 6 weeks. The heartburn and hemmorhoids are killing me. I think I will get an IUD after Hannah gets here (assuming she gets here safely) because I can NOT imagine doing this again anytime soon...if ever. We may be done and just count our blessings with two little ones...again, assuming she gets here safely. No signs of anything going wrong but you never know.
Sorry for the dark post, but its how I'm feeling lately. How are you?
| posted by Anna at 6:16 PM
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Annie had this to say:
I still check in :)
And I understand the worrying. After a loss I think you realize what a miracle it is to wind up with a baby in your arms approx. 9 months later. ((hug))
You'll be in my thoughts and prayers while I wait for newborn pics :)-
Amber Tezel had this to say:
I'm here too!
Sorry you are having those feelings. It is so hard not to think about the bad, isn't it! *hugs*
Praying for you and little Hannah!
take care of yourself, and I sure hope she is head down and ready to go! :)-
Unknown had this to say:
I am still here, too, although a bit of a crab lately. :-) Glad all is well! Excited to see pictures of your new little one soon!
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Sweet Coalminer had this to say:
So glad all is well!
