Thursday, March 22, 2007
Wallowing
Busy. So busy. And when I'm not busy, I'm wallowing in self-pity because my friend (who is due 3 days after I SHOULD be due to have Baby B) found out this week that, after two little girls, she's having a BOY! I'm happy for her. Really, I am. She's a wonderful friend, so thoughtful, always concerned about my feelings. I just feel so SAD for me. I wish I were finding out if Baby B was a boy or girl...Then, this morning I went to my mom's club playgroup and found out one of the other mommies is pregnant. That's TWO preggos in the playgroup now. There should be three, but noooo...(Can you hear the bitterness in my voice?) Ugh, I really need to get over it. I just don't know how.Andrew is wonderful. When I'm not wallowing in self-pity, I'm wallowing in the wonder of his little boy wonderfulness. He is amazing.
And he's now awake. Gotta run. Will try to post more later.
| posted by Anna at 4:08 PM
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Catherine had this to say:
Yeah...I get it. {{{hugs}}}
