Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Deep thoughts
I've been MIA from the bloggling world for almost two months. I don't think anyone checks this blog anymore, but just in case...things are fine! I'm 33 weeks pregnant today and Hannah is super-active and making me very uncomfortable. I'm wondering if she has turned head-down or if she is still breech...The way she has been moving lately makes me think maybe she's assumed the position and is ready to go. Only 5 more weeks until the point when I delivered Andrew...7 more weeks til the due date...I've been dealing with a lot of fear lately...a lot of "what ifs" running through my mind and its made me retreat. Most people don't want to hear about the bad stuff that can happen, so I pretend to be blissfully pregnant with not a worry in the world.
I'm having lots of Bra.xton Hi.cks and chasing a VERY active 2-yr old is getting harder and harder. Chris is exhausted and so am I. Neither one of us has slept through the night in over 6 weeks. The heartburn and hemmorhoids are killing me. I think I will get an IUD after Hannah gets here (assuming she gets here safely) because I can NOT imagine doing this again anytime soon...if ever. We may be done and just count our blessings with two little ones...again, assuming she gets here safely. No signs of anything going wrong but you never know.
Sorry for the dark post, but its how I'm feeling lately. How are you?
| posted by Anna at 6:16 PM
