Friday, March 30, 2007
30!
I'm 30 years old today! How in the heck did THAT happen??? I swear it was just yesterday I was turning sixteen and getting my driver's license. Sheesh, time flies. Now, here I am, a wife and mom of three...loving one child to pieces while desperately missing the ones who should be here. Today I am just loving my life, good and bad, and appreciating the gifts I've been given. Tonight, Chris & I are off to a marriage conference, so we'll be spending our very first night away from Baby Andrew. I don't know if I'll survive. Anyway, here's to life and love and big birthdays!!
| posted by Anna at 8:34 AM
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Wallowing
Busy. So busy. And when I'm not busy, I'm wallowing in self-pity because my friend (who is due 3 days after I SHOULD be due to have Baby B) found out this week that, after two little girls, she's having a BOY! I'm happy for her. Really, I am. She's a wonderful friend, so thoughtful, always concerned about my feelings. I just feel so SAD for me. I wish I were finding out if Baby B was a boy or girl...Then, this morning I went to my mom's club playgroup and found out one of the other mommies is pregnant. That's TWO preggos in the playgroup now. There should be three, but noooo...(Can you hear the bitterness in my voice?) Ugh, I really need to get over it. I just don't know how.Andrew is wonderful. When I'm not wallowing in self-pity, I'm wallowing in the wonder of his little boy wonderfulness. He is amazing.
And he's now awake. Gotta run. Will try to post more later.
| posted by Anna at 4:08 PM
